random pics of internship at X2

OKLA. Maybe I'm not that lazy afterall :P

Here's the previous project that the company I worked with has done which is their 20th anniversary. I got blinded by pink and pink! Here's some pictures taken by a few professional photographers my company hired.

the crews

miss them!

spot me! spot me!

tempting isnt it? hehe...

Let me tempt more ya...

Moet & Chandon ~~~

hot and useless models, hmph!

dancers carrying the dessert

damn heavy u know..


holograms

the venue entrance

one of our emcee - Deborah Henry

sneakpeak of the interior deco

Here's another event we've worked on. It's a Dato's son wedding.

We can't really snap pictures while working but me and Haziqah sayang did camwhore in the "storeroom" LOL. Too bad, these pictures are so BLURRRR :(

I MISS YOU SAYANG!

HOPE TO SEE U SOON BEFORE YOU LEAVE FOR UK KAYS? hehe

My hair is still wet

I'm back from MIA~

My mood has recover from the thunderstorm and my sunshine did exist (p/s read the last post)

Well, I went back to my hometown for a week plus and I just came back on Monday.

Then, me and Yong flew to Langkawi on tuesday and we did had a blasting vacation there. It's been a long long time since I felt so relax, in a peaceful way :D

On thursday, we flew back and in the airport, we just had to be so coincidently saw yong's parents in the airport! LOL!Well, they arrived at LCCT around the same time as us from KK. hahaha. Both of us were so suprised!

About the trip to Langkawi, the only one thing that I have to say now is, I'M OFFICIALLY VERY BROKE! :( I saw the chocolates that I just HAD TO BUY NO MATTER WHAT and miniature vodka bottles that is CUTEEEEE! See the point here? I'm an uncontollable huge spender! So, the result is - I'll just have to survive on my collection of instant noodles when I'm not with yong or until I'm back in my hometown again. haha~aih~

Anywaysssss... I'll be here in KL until this friday and I'll be heading back to my hometown again. Will be coming back here when uni starts again. Looks like I'll have to prepare myself to rot at home with TVB dramas and cute PC games prepared by yong.

I WANT MORE MONEY.

I WANNA TRAVEL MORE!

p/s - pictures of internship and Langkawi will try to put up soon. Feel lazy ler. :P

the confusing post by the confuse one

I know it's been a long long time since I last blog. I have a lot of things in my mind and it's all chaotic.

I've finished my internship yesterday. I do not know whether I am happy or not.

Happy that I finally get to get the hell out of there?

Sad that it's over?

I had gone through lots of things during my internship. It had been going up and down, just like a wave. I am also unsure whether I'm glad that I chose this company. It was fun running those events and working with the crews. But I really hate it when there is office politics and bitchy boss. aiks. Ok. It's over.

There's another thing that is over. It's my brain. I've been thinking a lot, like really lots! I have so many confusions in my head and I just wish I could let it all out and shut myself down. I think I'm having some mental illness until I feel like losing myself. I really wish there is someone I could talk to and not give me some bullshit answer. I've lost my faith in nearly everything. I do not know what is real or not, which I'm suppose to listen and not. I'm really confuse. I feel really lost. Maybe it's because I've been lying to myself for too long, or maybe those are not lies and I've think too much again. See? That's my problem there!

It was hard living these few days.

I had to put on a fake smile on my face when I'm actually not happy at all.

How can I be stable when everything's not?

I really wish there is a solution for me...

Like sis said, there are sunshines after every thunderstorm.

Where the fuck is my sunshine?!!

p/s- pls ignore me. I'm just trying to let everything out. in a better way