Happy New Year Eve

Song in my head: Goodbye my lover by James blunt

Today is the last day of 2006, which means, 2007 is here! New year, new resolution and new me (to the better)~! Well, the New Year celebration in Kuala Lumpur (or perhaps the whole Malaysia) is going to be a bit dull due to the Hari Raya Haji. Sadly, there will be no firework. Sigh.

Hmm... I have a few New Year resolutions and I hope I will stick to it even years after years of breaking it.LoL..

1) Lose weight - which is in progress right now and it's working! =)
2) Improve my cGPA, get better grades
3) Cut down my shopping spree
4) I want to travel more! I mean to further places...
5) No more complaining too much
6) Control my mood swings !
7) David, David and David ...I do not know what it means but, I will still love him :D

lol...These are the New Year resolution I could think of for now.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVE ppl ~!

wishes fr ,
Rachel T.

baa baa black sheep have you any wool?

I AM VERY BORED!!!HELP!!! I've done every single possible thing I could think of! argh... my boredom is killing me...

Goodbye 2006

Song in my head: Wait a minute by Pussycat Dolls ft Timbaland

So, I did went to Singapore and had a super duper shopping spree~! Even though the things there are not cheap, the things (especially clothes!) are much nicer than those in Kuala Lumpur.woo~ And the best things are the Christmas cum New Year SALES. kekeke...lol~! The christmas atmosphere in Singapore are VERY NICE compare to Malaysia. Yup, there was no firework in KL (I think)at all! I took quite a lot of pictures,but unfortunately, I can't upload it to my PC because ^$%^#$^%@#% ...thanks to a certain someone, my PC is in dead. I will upload the pics when my PC is okay.sigh.

So, Christmas. I celebrated christmas with yong.=D I rushed back from Singapore on the 23rd and met up with him quite late because there were traffic jams at the highway :S Nevermind that, we still had a lovely christmas together.=)

Hmm...New year is coming, which means here comes 2007!
Let me recall the highlights of my life during 2006...

March 2006... Started my last sem for Diploma. Life is getting tougher at this stage...

During, May 2006... I had my final diploma exam (Stresssss!) then, I applied for UTAR. Got in =)

June 2006... Went to Thailand with my family.

July 2006... My birthday-celebrated it at Chili's with housemates and friends. Mid july-my Diploma convocation. Tired but happy ..hehe

August 2006...Went to Genting with my cousins and I met David for the first time on National day,lol~

September 2006... Had my finals ...swt! Mid sept- Went to Penang to meet my best friends~!

October 2006... I started working in Maxis under the prepaid registration team. And jeng jeng jeng...Me and David got together on 10/10/2006 =)

Nov 2006...busy with work, busy dating. On the 8th, celebrated David's birthday at Luna Bar.

Dec 2006...Stopped working on the 15th. Went back hometown and then Singapore. Now, back in KL to celebrate Christmas and New year with David =)

So,I guess my life is quite colourful..LOL~2006 is not a bad year at all..hehe..Hopefully 2007 will be a greater year for me and people around me. Cheers!

I need a bigger luggage...

Song in my head: My love by Justing Timberlake

I'M IN MY HOMETOWN=) and what makes me even happier is...

I'M GOING TO SINGAPORE THIS THURSDAY~! yay~!~!~! lol ~!

This trip to Singapore is totally random and sort of last minute plus unplanned because my cousins from Singapore invited me over to "see" the christmas atmosphere there.lol. I will be in Singapore for only 1 1/2 days because I need to rush back to KL from Singapore on this saturday afternoon to meet my darling :D I can't wait for this too~ I've promised to spend the 23rd dec and christmas with yong. A promise is always a promise, yong.

So, overall, this week is going to be really hectic...I'll be travelling around...to the north and south, the way I like. I just enjoy travelling around... if only yong could join me, it'll be more fun... but what to do, he has works *sigh*

Oh ya, if you ever wonder why I can online now, I'm in a cyber cafe. Noisy place.

more updates from,
Rachel T.

Darkness

Song in my head: It ends tonight by All american rejects

The world is getting darker. My surroundings are blur. I AM VERY SLEEEPPPPY !!!

There are tonz of forms waiting for me to check them. I've checked more than 2ooo already and 2000 plus more to go. Our target is to check 4000+ forms today BECAUSE... the prepaid registration will end tomorrow 12:00pm. Sigh. Didn't check properly means those poor people's telephone line will be barred. See. I'm doing something that save people's day :D Cool. So, people, friends and family out there...who haven't register your prepaid number yet... GO REGISTER NOW... if not, you'll regret..muahaha *evil laughs* Okay. Back to work.

Oh. For Malaysians only.

p/s- have to OT until 9pm!!!HELP ME!!!

my eyelids are falling,
Rachel T.

Confession 1

Song in my head: Breaking free by High school musical OST

I scares myself all the time. Seriously, I really have to stop thinking so much. I mean, TOO much! All these while, I've been making myself feel miserable, sad and sometimes ended up crying. In most of the situations, I'll think of the possibly worst that could happen (thanks to my "wild" imagination), but when the whole situation turns out to be not the way I thought it was, I will feel stupid. I'm a self-torturer (does this term exist?lol). Wow. Not cool.

Confession by,
Rachel T.

mess

Song in my head: I am not ok by My chemical romance

My mind is in a mess again right now. Was it all have been lies? Lies, lies and all lies! I'll rate myself a 10/10 fool ... can I so easily be cheated? Should I listen to my heart or look at the reality and evidence? I am such a fool!...FUCK!

Fine. I'm going to play along.

Sunday @ Berjaya Times Square

Eyes on me

Faye Wong -Eyes On Me

I never sang my songs

On the stage, on my own

I never said my words

Wishing they would be heard

I saw you smiling at me

Was it real or just my fantasy

You'd always be there in the corner

Of this tiny little bar

-

My last night here for you

Same old songs, just once more

My last night here with you?

Maybe yes, maybe no

I kind of liked it your way

How you shyly placed your eyes on me

Did you ever know?

That I had mine on you

-

Darling, so there you are

With that look on your face

As if you're never hurt

As if you're never down

Shall I be the one for you

Who pinches you softly but sure

If frown is shown then

I will know that you are no dreamer

-

So let me come to you

Close as I wanted to be

Close enough for me

To feel your heart beating fast

And stay there as I whisper

How I loved your peaceful eyes on me

Did you ever know

That I had mine on you

-

Darling, so share with me

Your love if you have enough

Your tears if you're holding back

Or pain if that's what it is

How can I let you know

I'm more than the dress and the voice

Just reach me out then

You will know that you're not dreaming

-

Darling, so there you are

With that look on your face

As if you're never hurt

As if you're never down

Shall I be the one for you

Who pinches you softly but sure

If frown is shown then

I will know that you are no dreamer

-

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p/s- I Love You, David

Eagerness

Song in my head : Yesterday by Stina

My heart is beating fast. I can't stop looking at my handphone that is purposedly positioned nicely in front of me on my work desk. I am eagerly waiting to hear from him...

love from,
Rachel T.

Business interuption

Song in my head : Only love by Trademark

I had a totally new experience in my life yesterday. First, I was in the office's toilet minding my own big business and the next thing that happened was very fast and blur. The whole building was filled with the noise from the intercom saying " a fire has been detected in the building, please wait patiently for the next instruction".And yes, I was stunnned in the toilet. I quickly clear up the mess and by the time I get out from the ladies, there were sirens. Gosh. Real Freaky situation. My supervisor asked to grab our bag and get ready to get out of the building by using the stairs. Yes again, we have to walk down from the 12th floor. I really do feel pity for those who work on the upper and even the 40-something floor. We were all curious and suspect whether this whole maniac situation was a real fire and just a dumb fire drill. By the time I reached the ground floor, I felt as though I was floating in my high heels!
We all were instructed to walk to the park nearby (which was not near at all for girls that are wearing heels). We have to pass through a group of firemen and their (engine?) and we saw they pulled out those big hose thingy. The whole situation looked VERY REAL except that I didn't even bother to look whether there's fire coming out of the building or not.
So, when we (me and my colleague ) reached the park, there were CANOPY there! The whole thing is quite obvious now. It's just a funny + dumb fire drill. Well, not to say that this practice don't come in handy ,but couldn't they did this thing on a better timing (when I am NOT in the toilet !) *shrugs* Never in my life I would dream of having a fire drill in a workplace, i mean, fire drill in school is normal, but WORKPLACE? LOL

We have to get our level's number and stand in a group...lol~

They were enjoying the fun of skipping work =) ... I mean WE

My supervisor and a dear colleague, Xiao Wei

Drink, joke and skip work~

This happy couple promoting the mineral water ... LoL~!

Okay, back to work. Look at the crowd! haha...

This is the present I got for my cousin, a very belated birthday present cause I couldn't find this anywhere in KL until a kind friend help to "korek" this CD...So happy finally got it!Love the music!

greetings from,
Rachel T.

Classical music

Song in my head : Rapsody In Blue by Boston pops

Listening to classical music on rainy day is so relaxing and romantic.

How un-Malaysian am I?

Congratulations Rachel T., you are 55% not Malaysian.

That means you're as Malaysian as...

Guy Sebastian !

How Un-Malaysian Are You?

coffee

Song in my head : My Boo by Alicia keys and Usher

Yesterday I did some shopping at Sg wang. I planned to buy something for my sis and bro but ended up getting a working shoe for myself. Why does this always happen to me?LOL...

At around 1 something, David did suprised me again by telling he's on the way to meet me and I thought he will be free after 2.30pm. He really loves giving me suprises and I love his suprises too.=) So, we hang around times square lepak-ing since the movies are not that nice. We don't feel like watching 007 because of Mr David Craig (is that his name?).

Hmm...what more? my brain is not working properly now due to the coffee... But.. I NEED MORE COFFEE to keep me awake! Today's work is dull...very dull...very sleeepy. Someone please help me to stay awake!

yet another boring entry by,
Rachel T.

Random pics

Song in my head: Canon in D

David was posing for the camera @ Desa Pandan's Secret Recipe

Apple Kasturi ... Yummy~!

David's Frost Lemon Tea..Tasty!

I got too bored at work...lol. I don't know what I drew, just something random.

Anger

Song in my head: Can you keep a secret by Utada Hikaru

Few years back, I was able to control my anger perfectly fine. I kept everything inside and put on a smiley face and act normal, sometimes even laugh out too until... everything burst out. The nuclear bomb in my brain somehow found a way to trigger itself and causes me to be a different person. I'm more emo, easily get angry and I always lose control which, will bring a little mess to clear up after that. Sometimes even though the thing that irritate me is small, I still can be VERY pissed and ended up hurting other people. Of course, I regretted it after I calm myself down and thought about my stupidity. Yeah, I feel stupid all the time. But, the word 'SORRY' is very powerful. Even though the song "Sorry seems to be the hardest word" it's quite true, if you did something wrong, you have to admit it and apologize (sincerely). The feeling of patching up our mess is very...deep. I don't know how to desribe, it's a really bad feeling. Everthing and everyone is against you, you just have to move on and patch things up. Earn their trust and friendship again. This whole thing also apply to other matters such as friends, colleage and family. So, I sincerely apologize to those of you who I have hurt before. I really never mean it.

a very berry sorry from,
Rachel T.

morning

Song in my head: Beautiful Love by Chai Jien Ya

When I open my eyes this morning, the first thing that came to my mind was,:"Where am I?". Then, the things happened yesterday and the day before slowly came flashing back in my brain and that's when I found out I was just right next to David. His bedroom smell and his scent. I love this scent because it just felt right, right next to him, felt protected. I wish I could wake up like this every morning, the first person I see is him.

Lots of Love,
Rachel T.

First

Song in my head: Sleepyhead by Jason Lo

Okay, I've lost count of the number of blog I've created (and delete). So sue me. Nothing is never good enough for me . This is what I've found out about myself. The nice saying is Perfectionist, or the bad- Greedy.

So, what is in my mind right now? Since I'm now at work and feeling bored, I took some of my time to create this post. I can't imagine myself working in this company and this position for the rest of my life. Luckily I'm only having my 3 months holiday, if not...I don't know. I miss uni, basically, I miss attending classes and brainstorming for ideas. I truly agree that one person should only start working at the right age and study when you still have the chance. Appreciate the opportunity because some people do not even have the chance to do so. Yeah, I think I'm starting to sound like my mom. LoL.

I'm quite satisfy with my life right now. I have a great family,a big bunch of crazy friends, a perfect temporary job, studying something I love and of course, someone I love and he loves me too ( yes, we're very lovey dovey)... I have nothing to complain about...BUT, I felt that there's something missing, like a missing piece in a beautiful puzzle. Don't ask me, I don't even know what is that. Probably it's just my heart is tricking my brain, or the other way round. Okay, enough for the first post.

craps by,

Rachel T.