i think i'm getting my pms

Song in my head: Can't fight the moonlight by Leann Rimes

Life...how should I put it?...I have no idea what I had been up to recently. I do not know what I want, ...but I've learn quite a few things lately, mainly about life. Life is not easy as it may seem, it's tough and unpredictable. I do not know who is this new me. Or did I change? For good or bad? I do not know. I do not what I want, I can't read my own mind... this is getting quite freaky. It is like, you thought you wanted this, but actually, this is not what you wanted. Okay, I think I'm confusing myself again.

What's happening to my life?? How's my studies? How's my relationship with David? What do I really want? These are the million dollar questions.

har?
Rachel T.