Anger
Song in my head: Can you keep a secret by Utada Hikaru
Few years back, I was able to control my anger perfectly fine. I kept everything inside and put on a smiley face and act normal, sometimes even laugh out too until... everything burst out. The nuclear bomb in my brain somehow found a way to trigger itself and causes me to be a different person. I'm more emo, easily get angry and I always lose control which, will bring a little mess to clear up after that. Sometimes even though the thing that irritate me is small, I still can be VERY pissed and ended up hurting other people. Of course, I regretted it after I calm myself down and thought about my stupidity. Yeah, I feel stupid all the time. But, the word 'SORRY' is very powerful. Even though the song "Sorry seems to be the hardest word" it's quite true, if you did something wrong, you have to admit it and apologize (sincerely). The feeling of patching up our mess is very...deep. I don't know how to desribe, it's a really bad feeling. Everthing and everyone is against you, you just have to move on and patch things up. Earn their trust and friendship again. This whole thing also apply to other matters such as friends, colleage and family. So, I sincerely apologize to those of you who I have hurt before. I really never mean it.
a very berry sorry from,
Rachel T.
Few years back, I was able to control my anger perfectly fine. I kept everything inside and put on a smiley face and act normal, sometimes even laugh out too until... everything burst out. The nuclear bomb in my brain somehow found a way to trigger itself and causes me to be a different person. I'm more emo, easily get angry and I always lose control which, will bring a little mess to clear up after that. Sometimes even though the thing that irritate me is small, I still can be VERY pissed and ended up hurting other people. Of course, I regretted it after I calm myself down and thought about my stupidity. Yeah, I feel stupid all the time. But, the word 'SORRY' is very powerful. Even though the song "Sorry seems to be the hardest word" it's quite true, if you did something wrong, you have to admit it and apologize (sincerely). The feeling of patching up our mess is very...deep. I don't know how to desribe, it's a really bad feeling. Everthing and everyone is against you, you just have to move on and patch things up. Earn their trust and friendship again. This whole thing also apply to other matters such as friends, colleage and family. So, I sincerely apologize to those of you who I have hurt before. I really never mean it.
a very berry sorry from,
Rachel T.
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